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These Are My Brighter Days :D

As many of you know, I've been on an emotional rollercoaster the past few months. I'm happy to say I really think things are starting to even out! (Finally!)

I've been doing a lot of introspective thinking recently, and obviously some of that ended with rambling on here that probably didn't make sense or just sounded stupid. I like El Jay because I can just write what's on my mind, even if it's way out of left field, and then feel that weight be lifted off my mind. Usually this process helps me come to enlightenment thanks to having my mind a bit more free, and also thanks to sincere statements and suggestions from friends- whether they are something pleasant or not. I really appreciate that.

Since the accident I haven't been able to work out, and my work hours have been a lot lower than I would like. I've needed a lot more rest than usual, and frequent naps are commonplace as my body does its healing thing. I'm not the type of person who can just stay in and not do things, though. Thanks to my awesome friends I've managed to get out of the house and do a lot of low-impact things like enjoy theater shows and have a nice dinner here and there. I can't thank you all enough for being the best friends I knew you already were, but am still constantly surprised by :)

Today I went to the beach with a few Oceanside area friends. It's the first time I've actually been able to do anything remotely exercise-ish since the accident and it felt amazing! I love battling the ocean and its immense power :D I feel rejuvenated and hopeful for my recovery. Also, I am now not as super white as I was yesterday. LOL.

Looking forward, I have a lot of exciting change and growth to accommodate. I'm working on some new music stuff (mixes!, learning some production stuff, etc), starting to feel like I'm back on board at work, and am super excited to take on my next form. Innovate, redefine- what it takes you will find :D

Blue Beard, out!

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( 1 is the lonliest comment — Be Cool )
scubagrrl
Jun. 30th, 2013 11:56 pm (UTC)
Glad you're doing better!

I tend to talk things out on LJ here, too. Plus talk with friends. Or anybody else who will listen. And yeah, it lifts the weight, and gives me clarity.
( 1 is the lonliest comment — Be Cool )